Saturday, February 11, 2006

receive warning letter... tio scolded frm my dad.. my dad ask me y nv g0 sch.. i say i was late.. nt nv g0 sch.. den he come n tell me say the letter say absent.. i told him.. nt absent. is late.. i told him.. sch say 30mins late count as absent... he dun wan belive me.. he say he wan g0 sch.. let him ba..aniway.. if i gt hammer by im. i must thank the sch.. n the teacher hw anihw mark the attentdance..aniway.. he's making a fool outta himself.. if he wants to go den let him ba.. i gt no comments.. hammer in front of the sch.. i wun mind.. make me n0 face ba.. he's still treating me lyk a small kid.. im 18this year.. n my parents still haf 2 control me.. where is my freedom!.. u guys dun understand ,e.. u dunn0 wat i wan.. u guys r always treating me lyk a small kid.. they dun even understand me..i onli nv attend 1 lersson den tio warning letter.. i nv g0 c0z when i reah sch.. lesson over liao.. i explain liao.. they juz dun wan listen 2 me.. let him hammer me ba.. i frm small kena hammer till big de.. wat kind apain also exp b4.. let him hammer alwhile. den ok liao.. den ppl will laugh at me.. MOCK at me.. LOOK DOWN on me.. nbm itz ok.. im s0 stress of my project alreadii.. yet still haf 2 gif him hammer.. he dun even understand.. when his GOOD son is sick.. all those medi come out.. when her BAD dotter is sick.. haha. he treat her as transparent.. amoung all his 5children im the worse.. ya.. worse.. im rotten. s0 ?.. they will nv praise me.. in thier point of view n0 matter wat i do is always wrong.. i always the baddie.. im 18 alreadii. i knoe wat im doin.. weekdays after sch must g0 hm str8.. weekends kena lock up in th ehouse..i say i wan g0 out.. NO! NO! NO! NO! NO ! NO!.. my bro g0 clubbing 3am come hm.. nv scoldhim.. i 8pm come hm SCOLD!.. WTF!! my bro everyday g0 out.. can.. i everyday g0 out NAG!.. den i evryday stay at hm.. they scold!.. say wat.. whole day in the room play computer.. later will g0 rotten.. WTF!.. i g0 out u nag.. i at hm u also nag.. wat u wan me 2 d0 ?.. DIE ?.. lyk tat den u happii ?.. aniway.. watever i d0.. will nv make u all happii.. even my dressing u all also wanna bother!.. say itz lyk sending me to hell.. wtf!.. im wearing my own style.. if u dun lyk tat.. den u can dun see.. n01 ask u to see.. u dun admire those kena dressing.. other ppl admire.. worst come to worst i cun paste anithing on my wall... n on my computer.. WAT IS THIS!!!.. i paste my drawings.. they also scold.. den they ask the maid g0 tear away.. WTF!!!.... 4get it man.. fcuk this house.. i dun belong here..

suffocating under the words of undisciplined's sorrow
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