Saturday, March 11, 2006

wth... everything my bro can.. i cunn0t lar.. idiot.. he use his own money to buy n-gague.. den my bro saw i gt the good progress award.. den i say i can get 300bucks.. den after i take my 300bucks.. i wan buy hp.. he say NO NO NO!.. WTF!. onli u can buy new hp i cun lar ?... wth is this ?.. den i was lyk.. HELLO!.. ITZ MY OWN MONEY!.. I DECIDE WAT TO DO WITH IT!.. I EARN IT MYSELF!... den he say.. u every month get good progress ar?.. den he say i every month can get 350 frm the army.. u ?.. den i was lyk.. WTF!.. this is a award!.. nt salary.. there is nth that i can see to compare.. he say u should keep the 300 for ur further studiews.. yea.. 300?.. haha!.. wat a joke.. i bet sch fees also nt eunff le.. itz s0 unreasonable.. ya!.. AND ONLI HE CAN GO OUT!.. i say i wanna g0 out.. NO NO NO!!!.. den say way DADDY here and there!.. wtf!.. please b reasonable.. im 18!. im n0 l0nger a small kid!.. future is mine.. dun ask me to do this n tat.. itz my ife.. i decide.. and im old eunff.. image. everyweek end.. stuck it home.. den cun g0 out.. den mom say EVERYDAY ROT AT HOME!.. SOON U GONA BE ROTTEN!... den if i g0 out.. they say EVERYDAY GO OUT!.. DUNNO WAT U DOIN!..wtf lors.. i g0 out u say this.. i stay at home also cunn0t.. n then i say i wan g0 out.. they dun let me.. wth!.. den wat u wan me to do ?.. i cunn0t take it animore.. this is nt lyk a house to me.. wait i reach 21!.. i wanna move out of this hell.. itz lyk.. this is juz a place for me to use com.. eat.. and sleep... itz lyk.. wat ever i d0 is always wrong!.. and wat my bro d0 is always right!.. oh ya.. juz nw i told him.. 1 of the tues i goin to uncle alen house to c wat happen to his com.. u knoe wat my bro say ?.. NO NO NO! damn!.. itz getting outta hands.. im bnt goin to other place.. im goin to my uncle house.. as if my uncle will kidnapp me.. itz s0 unreasonable.. come on man.. WAKE UP UR IDEA!.. AND GET A LIFE!... im 18!.. wtf lors.. treating me lyk a small 4 year old young ger ?.. FUCK IT OK!.. ytd chatted wif my uncle online.. n i discovered.. he understands teenager life.. he knoes wat we all wan.. can u c that?.. my uncle is 50 over (i think s0) den my bro is 19!.. 1year older den me.. WTF!.. my uncle understands wat a teenager wans.. my bro 19 years old dun even understand... MY GOD!.. WAT IS THIS!! wake up ur idea lar bro!.. n get a life!.. OH YA!.. 1 MORE THING! HE GO AND DRINK BEER! WHEN MY DAD SAY HE IS NOT ALLOW TO DRINK! I KEPT QUIET!... y i can cover for him.. yet he cun ?.. HE GOES PUB AND DRINK! wtf!.. i cover for him.. y he cun?.. itz s0 unreasonable.. i HATE it!.. FUCK IT! can some1 juz WAKE THEIR IDEA UP!? spare me a feeling.. im s0 tired of this house..

suffocating under the words of undisciplined's sorrow
11:33 AM