blahahaha.. i complete all my junk projects le.. i tell u all hors.. the feeling of finish all ur junk n shitty projects is damn SHIOK!.. reallii.. haha.. i haf finish my CD COVER, ADOBE, FLASH, 3D... wa.. s0 shiok lors.. later going bck to sch.. show the ethan the adobe thingy.. if he dun wan den 4get it.. i dun mind.. at least i put in the effort to try.. im nt aftering the money.. im aftering the exp... i wanna learn more... tatz the reason y i join this adobe thingy.. haf to thanks kok siang for teaching me the flash.. reallii thx a million.. ytd nite chatted with irene alwhile on the fone.. den jason cor.. den chio chio call.. haha.. chio chio say gt ghost ghost!.. haha. den i disturd him.. i say ghost ghost take pencil wanna poke poke the girl eyes.. den he say dun scared him.. he long time nv watch ghost ghost n he gt nth to hug on.. haha!!.. s0 cute sia.. den i disturd him agian.. i say ghost ghost g0 into the man man body liao.. den he call me.. haha!! he say i so bad!.. haha.. den he say he later cor me.. HAHA!!!!!!!!.... den i swap the line agian to jason.. den chatted with him alwhile.. oh ya.. b4 he call me, he came online n ask me.. n0 bf meh?.. den i say n0 ar.. den i say im a unwanted girl.. blahahaha.. den he say n0 lors.. he say he want me de.. juz tat he scared i mind him 1 year younger den him..den i say im over-protected s0 i think i dun nd a stead now.. HAHA!!.. den he say over-protected is good.. c0z nxt time when u older gt more place to go.. unlike him no place to good liao.. go aniwhere also sians!.. HHAA!!! kena logic!!!! . actually jason told me he like me last year le.. haha... den now kok siangs say he like me =.=.. wat sia.. den he everything also put uri.. den how to ask me belive he n uri nth ?.. somemore hors he say uri is his gan laopo =.=.. lame shit.. haha!!!!... den tat day he call me.. den he teach me s0me flash thingy.. den after tat.. he keep calling me laopo lors.. wa piangs.. i told him i nt his laopo dun anihw call.. den he insist.. den i also bo bian.. kena piss.. this kinda flirt.. piangs.. can g0 bang wall.. Chester told me.. wanna find stead slowly find.. haha.. he idiot.. haha!!!!!... he's lame!.. den i told him i dun nd a stead now.. haha!!!.. den chester say oh ya.. u s0 bz.. n0 time for stead.. haha!!!.. den he always tease me n kok siang =.=... bth him.. blahahaha!!!!! aniway.. greg bro is s0 damn FUNNII!!!.. haha.. dun tell u guys wat he says!.. i g0 chat with him liao..
CIAOX!!!!!
10:12 AM
PATIENTLY
Looking back,
I don't regret...
One single day.
Memories will keep me close...
When you walk away.
It's harder than I could imagine.
I guess I should have known that.
Close your eyes,
I'll be there.
I'll come running anywhere.
Say goodbye,
I'll be okay.
I will wait for you, cause...
True love will never fade.
When it's real,
you can feel it.
And I know,
that you know..
That I will keep on waiting..
Faithfully..
Patiently...
for you.
Stormy Tuesday afternoons haven't been the same.
I used to stand outside and taste..
The sweetness of that.
It's harder when it really happens.
Oh, I wish I'd know that.
Close my eyes and you're there.
But I can't find you anywhere.
Say goodbye,
I'll be okay.
I will wait for you, cause...
True love will never fade.
When it's real,
you can feel it.
And I know, that you know..
That I will keep on waiting..
Patiently..
Patiently...
for you.
Patiently...
So patiently..
When I'm lost,
I try to find you.
Turn around,
I'm right behind you.
Say goodbye,
I'll be okay.
I will wait for you, cause...
True love will never fade.
When it's real,
you can feel it.
And I know,
that you know..
That I will keep on waiting..
Patiently..
Patiently...
for you.
Say goodbye,
I'll be okay.
I will wait for you, cause...
True love will never fade.
When it's real,
you can feel it.
And I know,
that you know..
That I will keep on waiting..
Patiently..
Patiently...
for you.
6:04 PM
blahahaha... i haf edit some pic n update in my friendster.. now i post at here to let u guys c.. 
memories will keep me close.. when u walk away....
=x
IM FAT!!!!!!
4:26 PM
i haf change my blogskin.. update my blog n stuff.. ok.. lets tok about today.. 2day i woke up den i surf net fix my blog.. den after tat.. i g0 eat my lunch den after tat.. den chatted with chio chio.. till irene cor me.. haha.. den she ask me ask ethan le ma ?.. den i was lyk.. ethan ?.. aaarrrr.. oh YA!!! the adobe thingy~..!!! den i hold irene call.. den i cor ethan den i set confernece.. but ethan dunn0.. haha.. den ethan say mon 10am at pclab2.. haha.. den ethan say tat day i bluff him.. c0z tat day i say i wanna come den i nv turn up =x.. HAHA!!!! mon i confirm g0 lar. haha... ytd hors i load video to my blog den i ask weendy g0 c.. den she say y i ask her to c my blog?.. i ask her c.. she c liao will cry.. haha.. den i say her sha gua~.. HAHA!! blahahaa!!.... =x. k lar.. im s0 lame lar.. im bored ma~..
CIAOX!!!!!
4:17 PM
blahahahaa.. ok.. nw den i notice my blog is s0 damn plain!.. haha.. all full of text.. haha.. okok.. let me post s0me pic to brighten up my boring blog.. blahhaaha.. 
my act cute pic.. haha.. took at my sch opp de void deck... 
gonna miss this pig koh!!!.. 
haha.. tatz me.. blahahhaaa!!!
><~ tatz me
act cool?.. i sucks!.. haha
OMG! x.x s0 ugly... 
x.x im s0 zhi lian =.=
haha.. evelyn bear say i look man.. =.=
IM FAT!
all in white?.. cool ~.. IM FAT!
ok.. im done with my pic.. haha.. cunn0t show more.. haha!!!.. BLEAHZX!!!
CIAOX!!!!!!!!
1:35 AM
ok. im BACK!.. in blogging.. well.. sry guys.. haf nt been blogging for long!.. haha. aniway.. im done with my installing thingy.. n my com also hang =.=.. ok.. mayb juz tat it is nt use to it ba.. well.. this afternoon i was playing chuzzle.. while i was playing.. i cried =.=.. damn!... i nv wanted to cry.. by my tears juz roll down my cheek.. c0z i was thinking of the past.. where wendy bro use to scold me.. haha.. in class.. saying "brother!!! dun play alreadii!! do ur work!!!!" well... she's quiting sch.. damn!.. i hate it!.. well.. sch reopen.. i guess itz gonna tough.. w/o wendy bro ard.. n01 gonna help us.. we'll all by our own.. itz hard.... can n0 longer cor wendy bro n ask her.. "brother ar~ tml wat time lesson? " or reach sch liao.. "brother~... class at where ar ?" n0 more of all this le.. it has come to an end.. we spend more time together den slping =.=.. lessons frm 8am~6pm.. crap shit.. haha... hais.. if i gt nth to do in sch i g0 run to brother there n tok about deanie. now ?... blahahaha.. n01.. tok to the wall!.. hais... miss those days where we meet up n g0 mac to study for ur 3D!!!!!.. s0 fun. n those days where we haf our drawing lesson.. this stupid piggy bro always put the damn dustbin beside her.. n when we wan to use the dustbin we always haf to g0 her tat side... n miss those days we disturd wan chan~.. wa piangs.. s0 fun.. hais... now le ?.. damn!!!... dun say le.. very sad ><... stupid pig koh.. hate u lar~!.. haha!!!.. aniway.. wat to do ?.. bear alittle more ?. poly is the place where i wanna go?.. but hw can i go while im juz onli a 2pointer... g0 collect rubbish den haf... args!~.. haha.. dunn0 lar.. life kinda sucks but?. s0?.. life still gonna go on.. haha.. time is juz plain selffish.. y r we always waiting for time but time is nt waiting for us ?.. n y there is onli 24per day?.. fcuk it!.. haha.. =x i gt nth else to say.
CIAO!
1:08 AM
hmm.. upgrade my com to 1gb liao.. n upgrade my graphic card to "GEFORCE4MX" cool huh ?..hhmm.. nw very bz installing stuff to my com.. haha. eg.. photoshop cs2.. dreamweaver... freehand... bla bla bla.. haha.. im slply.. k lar.. free den come n update agian.. =x.. im juz plain lazy.. ^^
5:00 PM
im bck.. hai.. holiday lyk n0 holiday lyk tat =.=.. piangs.. been suffering alot ><.. projects can kill ppl!!!! project are the killer!... they can make ppl end up in metal hospital!!!.. can cause ppl to get sick ><.. tml gt deanie le!!!! cun wait to see her agian~i miss her.. haha.. as in miss her preformance~.. she's great ok!.. haha.. hais. 1J s0 poor thing.. nxt week still haf to go bck to sch.. 1J so ke lian.. haha..dunn0 y 2day look whole day s0 slply de lors.. den head gong gong de.. haha...mayb c0z i sick ba.. haha.. i miss sec sch life.. haha they r the best!.. when i leave my sec sch.. i s0 happii!!.. finally OUT!.. now when im in ITE.. damn!.. i miss my sec sch life ALOT! haha.. bla bla bla.. im s0 bored!!.. i still dunn0 wat to buy for wendy bro sia.. haha.. her bday is 19April~.. haha!!!.. ANIBODY!!! SOMEBODY!! HELP!!! =x.. hha.. wa piangs im s0 lame!!!!!!! ><.. haha.. k lar. i dunn0 wat to write liao.. ciaox 1st..
CIAOX!
10:23 PM
hais.. i juz post in my blog.. after posting it.. i suddenly feel down.. mani mge keep running in my mind.. the pressue my parents r giving.. and wat ethan told me on the presentation day... ytd in sch i nv tok.. i was lyk reallii feeling damn down.. i juz wanna say thanks to my tat brunch of monkey ite friends hu tried to make my smile n luagh.. guys.. thx.. holiday le.. but guess wat.. hais.. i still haf to go to the office n do work.. wa lao. im alreadii under alot of stress.. ustill wan me go.. i juz wanna stay at hm n relax.. or go out with whoever i dun care.. juz wanna get my ass outta the house to destress.. juz wanna accompany wendy bro c0z she is feeling down.. hais... monday haf to hand in the mtv mini project.. den haf to rush ethan's flash n 1 more of his thing thing.. tat day went to staff room.. saw miss ellya table gt a book there.. hafing my mom's hp number. i dunn0 wat she told my mom. might b bad stuff about me.. there is n0 gd stuff from me de. i wanted to as miss ellya wat she told my mom. but.. i dun dare ask.. c0z i scared she angry... s0 i juz act to b happii all the way home.. reach my room den i shut myself up!.. dun wanna knoe wats happen at hm.. c0z i dun feel lyk knoeing.. y my parents r lyk tat ?.. gt thing also dun wan tell me.. go overseas dun even wanna tell me.. where is my respect ?.. if u guys dun respect me.. den watz the point i respect u guys ?.. hais... presentation is very stressful.. ethan expect alot from us.. miss ellya also expect alot from me.. yet.. i still disappoint them.. blame myself for breing lazy.. but.. itz nrt reallii lazy.. my thyriod condition is stable.. and my body needs alot of rest.. yet there is presentation n stuff lyk tat.. den i haf fallen sick... yet i still stay overnight to finish up.. hais... y parents aways dun understand hw much we suffered ?.. i told them i say i dun wan go out and eat.. m staying at home n do projects.. den they say (project project project!.. in this whole world onli u 1 person gt project~.. the rest dun haf... ) -> tatz hurting... we r suffering.... they dun understand.. den my grandma say.. (c lar~.. SICK alreadii lar.. whoele night dun slp.. chat chat chat online!) i wanted to explian.. and she keep nagging.. den 4get it.. i dun wish to explian further.. n0 point.. sometimes i juz feel lyk throwing all my projects at their face n show them hw much effort we put in.. n wat we haf gone thru.. if they think itz ez to do.. DEN LET THEM DO MY PROJECTS FOR ME!.. u think we wan to get sick meh?.. u think we dun wan to slp meh?.. we all trying very hard to finish up project s0 we can slp.. stay up late in sch till 9pm juz to do my 3D projects.. u think fun meh?.. u think i wan s0 late reach hm meh?.. reach hm late means missbehave ar?.. wa lao.. y i dun wan do it home.. c0z my com is lagging!.. understand ?.. i always wanna ask u wanna i can upgrade my ram anot.. but since when u r gifing me time to explain ? i wanan upgrade my ram backup my projects n reformat my whole bloodly com s0 itz can b faster.. n wilfred com is lyk itz completely n0 hope.. den u buy him a s0 gd 3D graphic card for wat?.. might as well gif me use.. i dun care later i gonna explian everything to u.. 3D graphic card i nd it nt for games but for my projects.. happy?.. my bro juz say i wan a better graphic card c0z i wanna play game.. str8 away get him 1.. wa piangs..i juz keep quiet onli.. my graphic card is build in de lors.. den i took my bro's hard dish also.. c0z my harddisk almost full liao.. now i juz g0 msn my com lagging lyk n0body other bussiness.. fug it man.. my speaker also spoil.. i alos took my bro speaker n use.. i dun wan u all waste money on my computer things.. i can take frm my bro fc0z his computer die le... graphic ard i alos took his.. i juz wanna upgrade ram.. den can use this graphic card liao.. upgrade ram n reformat my pc.. s0 it can b faster den i transfer back my projects.. im gonna let my dad knoe.. i open 1 photoshop alreadii lag lyk shit.. dun say i still haf to d0 flash.. more lag lors.. ><><>
ciaox....
9:18 AM
w00tx!.. been quite alwhile i came n update... hhaa... well.. im bck here to update!.. well.. im sick.. terribly sick.. headaches/flu/cough/throat pain.. combo man... haha... actuallly y2day wan go to the css party at cine.. butta.. if i go!.. den i go with the fans!.. OMG!.. i dunn0 them lors... haha... damn paiseh de.. haha.. somemore i think all younger den me ><... piangs. aha.. this is nt acutally the xcuse im nt goin lar.. the xcuse is.. im sick!.. headache le... hais... if i g0! i will pass my sickness to my qing ai de DEANIE!.. hw can?.. she juz recover onli ><.. cunn0t hai ta u knoe ?.. hhaa.. c i so caring~.. =x.. haha.. i knoe u guys r gonna puke. s0 PUKE all u guys wan.. hha.. itz ur fugging bussiness~ hhaha!! juz kiddin.. damn alot of things happii.. Wendy bro is feeling down past few days.. n me?.. hais... about tat Jin Kait thing thing lar.. he is a irrrating freak... hais.. dun wanna say.. ill say some other day.. c0z.. me still very angry with him.. weetx!.. oh ya.. ytd my lesson start at 3.30pm.. but b4 i g0 sch i went to meet jasmine!.. haha.. colect my bday present... den when i collect hors!.. i was lyk =.= my bday on dec u gif me on april!.. n itz lyk she own me!.. aha my present is last year de!!!!!!!!!!! but i like the gift itz a jumbo mag!.. omg!.. itz fugging cute man.. haha... s0 big lors.. can cook maggie... n caan putt 4~6 BIG SCOOP OF ICE CREAM!... itz damn big.. haha.. i hafen upload the pic.. wait alwhile den i come upload.. now damn lazy~.. ahaa.. later den i post mani mani pic ok ?.. blahahaa~.. aniway i nd help!!.. my baby sis bday is coming ><.. and she's 6!! WAT TO GET FOR HER ?!!! tag in my baord ba~ ^^v thx...
ciaox.........
8:58 AM