been reallii realii damn moody this whole freaking month.. everyday wake up frm my slp early in the morning.. den s0 moodly alreadii.. mayb izzit due to my studies ?.. as in.. everyone in my class r s0 much better den my work.. i juz feel lyk deleting all my projects tearing all my artwork n juz STONE at hm lyk wat i use to b in the past.. i felt s0 useless.. friendship.. studies.. n other things.. friends treated me lyk NTH!.. studies is totally lyk shit!.. juz meet teacher's expectations.. itz lyk.. wth.. i lose my temper very ezily this whole freaking month.. dunn0 y lyk tat.. juz dun feel lyk toking... ignore the whole world.. and juz stone at hm shut my door... juz wanna sleep.. stone ard in my small little room.. everybody say ITE projects r nth... since they say itz nth.. den prove it to me.. my teachers expectation is s0 freaking high till im struggling all the freaking way.. juz feel lyk dumping all the projects aside n juz hack caring them.. esp the K-Room.. juz dun wanna care bout it animore... tat stupid chairman thinks his s0 GREAT!... i wanna c hw K-Room die i his hands if he keep continuing things lyk forcing ppl to join.. itz s0 unreasonable... aiya.. fcuk it.. dun wanna remeber those useless n pointless stuff... itz s0 dumb.. juz wish this is a long long road a empty n long road for me to juz run very fast n shout out all my troubles like n0body other bussiness.. projuects r 1 after another.. it totally sucks ok ?.. deadline r s0 tight.. mani projects to complete.. juz hate it.. i wan back my sec sch life!.. simple? ppl choose to to back as a baby.. but i dun wan... if i haf a chance.. i wanna c wats my baby life about.. i wanna c... i wanna c.... reallii... im tired reallii.. im might look strong.. but actually.. deep inside. im not.. im juz controlling my anger.. juz put on my mask.. n smile all the way to sch.. n act as a happii g0 lucky girl... fcuk this freaking world!
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