Wednesday, May 17, 2006
fcuking feeling s0 moodly n down.. seems lyk im down with depression... aiya.. fcuk it man..
feel lyk asking everybody to fcuk off my life.. juz wanna be alone.. i nd itz kinda selffish but n0 chioce.. i needa be alone.. but then still.. haf to wear a fcuking mask to sch n act lyk im happii... n0 matter hw sad m i.. i still haf to crack jokes.. n be lame.. acting lyk a dumb clown to make ppl cheer up while they r down.. gonna turn in to bed soon.. nt feeling very right... thinking of tml going back to sch.. SUCKS!.. gonna wear tat fcuking mask to sch.. forcing a smile in my face.. while my heart is crying.. this kinda feeling.. fcuk up.. im nt going ani further.. c0z im reallii nt in the right mood...
suffocating under the words of undisciplined's sorrow
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