Tuesday, October 31, 2006
i asked myself..
m i happii?
m i happii with what i have?
i cun answer myself..
why?.. c0z i dun even kn0e..
all i kn0e is.. parents r selfish..
they decide on their own..
they nv care bout our feelings..
they said they understand us.
but.. do you think they understand us?..
ask them whats my fav colour.. they cun even ans..
what my fav food.. they cun even ans...
and they still have the cheeks to say they understand us..
simple questions.. and basic understanding.. they dun even kn0e
then i think they dun fit to say that they understand us..
everybody thinks im happii..
down inside.. its bleeding.. all the wounds..
it takes time to recover..
but.. onces its recovered..
something will happen.. and it starts bleeding agian..
infact.. my friends kn0e me better then my parents..
at least my friends kn0e wat i like to drink..
whats my fav colour.. and whats my fav style..
i have to thank some of my friends... '
weather they see this anot. i still wanna post..
c0z they were great friends... and they deserve it..
koksiang - thanks for being caring towards me.. everytime wanna call me.. have to find ways to destress me and make me laugh.. tho u dunn0 wan the hell happens to me and thanks for waiting for me almost a year.. and.. thanks for guiding me in my school works.. and and and.. thanks for loving me =)
xianlong - thanks for crapping with me on the phone , playing game with me online.. and always missing me =)
gayber - thanks for loving me in the past =)
maine and jas - thanks for everything u all did for me =)
roger - u stupid brother.. LOL!! =x.. n0 lar.. thanks for ya help also.. i also dunn0 what u help.. but i just put ur name here.. c0z i wanna put for fun.. LOL!!!! =x
wendy - thanks for ya concern.. even if u can't do anything.. brother always =)
verse - thanks for all ya help when im stuck with my school work..
irene - thanks for being a great friend ^^ i think u know me more then others =)
even tho u know imm unhappii.. u will still keep quiet and not ask me.. c0z i'll blow.. LOL!!
elaine - i just love to disturd u..LOL!! =x n0 lar.. u're my twins =)
li jun - thanks for being my listening ear.. in some problems..
jack - thanks for being a great friend..
there's more.. but i nv state it here.. c0z.. the rest did almost the same thing.. c0z i dun wanna repeat myself..LOL!.. very tiring.. for those who i nv write.. but u kn0e me.. i wanna say thanks =)
suffocating under the words of undisciplined's sorrow
10:20 AM
Monday, October 30, 2006
blahaha.. wearing my mom's blazer!!
my mom blazer so NICE!! love it lots!
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9:03 PM
Sunday, October 29, 2006
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6:35 PM
Friday, October 27, 2006
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9:15 AM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
blahahaa!!..
im here to post some pic b4 i g0 and hit the sack..
lols.. chatted with irene in msn..
guess wat we played?.. LOL!
something very stupid and funnii..
due to stress and bored.. LOL!!
irene draw de!!
LOL!!.. i draw de

close up?.. incase u guys cun see..
also i draw de.. LOL!!
LOL!!.. only 1J wull understand all this rubbish.. LOL!!
n0 offence!!. too bored! hahaha!!!
ok.. off to bed.. nites dudes =)
suffocating under the words of undisciplined's sorrow
11:29 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
ytd went out with jasmine to get materials..
blahahaa... and u kn0e wat?.. LOL!!
i saw CK.. =.=
he come n disturd me. irrtating.. LOL!!
ok.. aniway.. post pic..=x
sia0 cha bo jasmine fingers!
the inn0cent side of me =x
woots.. sexy mrt
blahaha.. its all for now..
i have to g0 my ahma to collect materials..
ciaos for now!
suffocating under the words of undisciplined's sorrow
1:00 PM
Friday, October 20, 2006
blaahaha... im back to update!
well... hmm.. the 1st thing i wanna show u guys
is a CHIOBU!
she's so in love with me.. LOL!!!!
she loves me!
when she board the bus.. she sit oppsite me..
LOL!!.. the worst thing is.. she keep smiling at me..
and her eyes!! OMG!!
LOL!!!!! she keep blinking her eyes.. LOL!!
let me show u.. who is she~..
TTAADDAA!!!!
izznt she chio ?.. LOL!!
look at how she sits.. s0 SEXY!
alittle closeup ?
HAHA!!.. okok.. i think tats enough.. LOL!..
its kinda gross.. LOL!!
ok.. next.. 2day i went to penisular plaza..
and u kn0e wat i saw?..
cool right?.. ya.. thanks to the boss of this shop!..
THATS MY DESIGN!!!
god damn it!..
this design is.. i did it for my friend..
and he took a pic n paste at his shop door!
the shop name is 1st tatttoo..
i hate the SHOP OWNER
now every1 has this tattoo alreadii..
damn him.. i wanna burn down his shop!!
arghs!..
back to this agian..
went to eat!
look at this sexy thing!!.. lOL!!!
its the cucumber!!
LOL!!.. BANANA!!!
it taste damn great lor!!!.. evelyn!! u wanna eat ?. .LOL!! =x
suffocating under the words of undisciplined's sorrow
8:37 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
hmm.. ytd was my cousin bday..
went out to makan dinner.. then back home.. blahhahaa..
aafter we ate finish our dinner..
then the staff bring out the bday cake..
when i saw the bday cake..
TTAADDAA!!!!
I WAS SHOCK!!!
then i went like.. HUH!!!!?!~
u kn0e y?.. LOL!!
let the picture explain
cakeo!!
br>
now u get what i mean?..LOL!!!!
LOL!!.. my cousin.. 6years old
my cousin n her mom
LOL!!
not 4getting her present.. i did it for her ^^ dun u think im sweet?..LOL!! WTH!!!! *kidding*
KILL elmo!! KILL!! lols.. the cake.. LOL!!! =x
hahas.. i kinda like the cake.. c0z elmo very cute.. but.. but but.. =.=..
how come its a boy cake!. =.=
aniway.. my cousin.. LOL!.. s0 different frm my sis.. LOL!!!!
my cousin like power ranger.. superman.. wonderwomen..
all the action pack stuff..
while my baby sis.. loves barbie doll.. LOL!!
tats a gd thing u kn0e?.. c0z.. when both of them
are together playing.. they wun quarrel over a dumb doll =x
LOL!!...
okok.. i think i'll stop here.. im vexed..
YAWNS!!..
LOL!!!..
nites peeps.. ^^
ohh ya.... btw.. 2day PSI kinda high..
115 =(
and my flu is back.. =.=
damn the stupid dumb hazie.. =(
suffocating under the words of undisciplined's sorrow
1:23 AM
Friday, October 13, 2006
ooppss.. seems like i have not been updating for long.. hmm.. .
sorry.. been kinda bz.. lols.. yea.. BZ!..
hmm... nxt week start sch alreadii.. s0 fast..
there goes my holiday.. after tat.. another 2months.. grad alreadii
hmm.. POLY ?.. yea!! poly!!.. lols.. nahs..
still have to see weather got poly wants me anot..
hmm... as you guys can seei hcange my blog banner..
yea.. its time to change.. n give my blog another brand new look..
hope u guys lyk it...
kinda miss school ?.. LOL!!
in sch can disturd alot of ppl.. and.. and.. and..
LOL!!!.. can see ppl running away from me.
as in.. LOL!.. the "monster".. LOL!!
1J will kn0e wat i mean.. LOL!!
been bz playing hero online =x
blahaha.. if ani of u readers are playing hero online..
come to server.. DRAGON8 my nick is..
AZTHRAX_
level.. 1Dan 2Kyu
still noob..LOL!!...
i wanna buy pet lar.. lols.. nt eunff level. =(
i wan buy dragon.. but n0 dragon..
got.. wolf.. bear.. horse.. blablabla..
hahas.. ani advise?.. hahahaha!!!...
ok lar.. aniway i think i stop here.. lols..
i g0 play game alreadii =x
my friend waiting for me inside.. lols..
sry for all the craps ar.. =x.. LOL!!!!!
ciaos!!
suffocating under the words of undisciplined's sorrow
8:16 PM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
blahaha!!.. 2day is children day..
muhahaahha.. u all should kn0e wat to do.. LOL!!!
i wan TAZMANIAN PACIFIER and MILK BOTTLE..
TAZ is CUTE ok!!!! blahahahaha!!!
suffocating under the words of undisciplined's sorrow
9:55 PM