i asked myself..
m i happii?
m i happii with what i have?
i cun answer myself..
why?.. c0z i dun even kn0e..
all i kn0e is.. parents r selfish..
they decide on their own..
they nv care bout our feelings..
they said they understand us.
but.. do you think they understand us?..
ask them whats my fav colour.. they cun even ans..
what my fav food.. they cun even ans...
and they still have the cheeks to say they understand us..
simple questions.. and basic understanding.. they dun even kn0e
then i think they dun fit to say that they understand us..
everybody thinks im happii..
down inside.. its bleeding.. all the wounds..
it takes time to recover..
but.. onces its recovered..
something will happen.. and it starts bleeding agian..
infact.. my friends kn0e me better then my parents..
at least my friends kn0e wat i like to drink..
whats my fav colour.. and whats my fav style..
i have to thank some of my friends... '
weather they see this anot. i still wanna post..
c0z they were great friends... and they deserve it..
koksiang - thanks for being caring towards me.. everytime wanna call me.. have to find ways to destress me and make me laugh.. tho u dunn0 wan the hell happens to me and thanks for waiting for me almost a year.. and.. thanks for guiding me in my school works.. and and and.. thanks for loving me =)
xianlong - thanks for crapping with me on the phone , playing game with me online.. and always missing me =)
gayber - thanks for loving me in the past =)
maine and jas - thanks for everything u all did for me =)
roger - u stupid brother.. LOL!! =x.. n0 lar.. thanks for ya help also.. i also dunn0 what u help.. but i just put ur name here.. c0z i wanna put for fun.. LOL!!!! =x
wendy - thanks for ya concern.. even if u can't do anything.. brother always =)
verse - thanks for all ya help when im stuck with my school work..
irene - thanks for being a great friend ^^ i think u know me more then others =)
even tho u know imm unhappii.. u will still keep quiet and not ask me.. c0z i'll blow.. LOL!!
elaine - i just love to disturd u..LOL!! =x n0 lar.. u're my twins =)
li jun - thanks for being my listening ear.. in some problems..
jack - thanks for being a great friend..
there's more.. but i nv state it here.. c0z.. the rest did almost the same thing.. c0z i dun wanna repeat myself..LOL!.. very tiring.. for those who i nv write.. but u kn0e me.. i wanna say thanks =)